Ten Things I hate about...

YOU!

HAHAHA! Okay okay, just joking. :P

It's supposed to be a random list of the things I hate and love. Easiest thing to blog about since it's just a list! I shall start with the hate list first! Coz it's much easier!

Hate List

1) Monday Blues

2) Crowded places filled with "anchovies"

3) McD who doesn't deliver due to "rain", "too many orders", or watever crap excuses they managed to come up with. Actually this doesn't really bother me much anymore coz I am supposed to cut off from any form of fast food. But doesn't it annoy you very much when they can't deliver your food to you at your most dire time of need?

4) Presentations. I still cannot get over Thursday Nightmare.

5) Mozzies

6) Malaysian Taxi Drivers

7) Rude people. You know who you are!!! *shows you my.... thumb*

8) Bad sucky movies like The Time Traveller's Wife. I came out of the movie with a throbbing headache.

9) Cooked salmon. I am baffled by this as well. I can eat raw salmon and declare it my staple food for the next ten years but I just can't seem to stomach cooked salmon. It triggers my vomiting reflex. BLERRAAYUURRGGHH.

10) 2009. I hate this year so much that I wished I could just wake up to a new year tomorrow. 2009, I HATE YOU SO MUCH! SO MUCH! SOOO MUCH!!!! SO MUCH!! SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHH!!

*out of breath*

Alright, that's quite enough. Next! *compose myself*

Love List

1) Laughing with friends. One of the ways of how I rate a happy day is by the amount of laughter I share with my friends :) Hahahehehahahooooo~

2) Disney Land!!! A land of youthfulness, joy and happiness!! Mickey Mouse!

3) Travelling with my beloved friends *loves*

4) Ice-cream! I used to think that this is a myth but it works! It does make you happy!

5) Gu Jun Pyo *gives a big fat kiss to the poster*

6) Christmas songs *Last Christmas, I gave you my heart, but the very next day... you gave it awaaaayy*

7) The right amount of sleep.

8) Dancing in the rain

9) Karaoke-ing *to sing my woes away*

10) Doing spontaneous things like a trip somewhere tomorrow, yelling out of my windows or perhaps declaring my love to someone *cough* etc.

Tadah! Done! Next list to do is my new year resolution or my Christmas wish list!!! :) I will blog about my Pre-Christmas Spirit post soon!

27 dresses

Loved the movie a lot.

Maybe it was the way the main actress portrayed her part. She also acted in Ugly Truth. Loved that movie too.

Haven't unpack the new clothes from their shopping bags yet. Shopping is far from done. I am still not sure what I am looking for out there. Sometimes I find shopping for clothes a very tedious task. Need a lot of energy for that.

I don't know why I am blogging in short. abrupt. sentences. LOL.

Cha cha was fun. Definitely not boring as I thought it would be.

It's very true that it takes two to tango.

omg. random. need sleep. nighto.

*When marimba rhythms start to play... *

Fallen

When you fall down, do you always look up to see things from a different angle?

The literal meaning to that question is of utmost relevance to me now, due to the fact that my right knee has chosen to kiss the ugly tarred ground hello AGAIN for the third time. *Reflex did save me, but it is not enough*

But it has also inspired the metaphoric meaning to which I felt I had an answer to. But everytime I tried to see the view from down here from another angle, I can't. I just can't. I am close minded. My tunnel of vision is only narrowed to that scene.

And all I see could see are horrible things.

Tell me again, when did I grow up to be such a pessismistic and bitter child?

You may have everything once: success, love and happiness. But it doesn't last forever.

Emotions should never be greater than the matters of mind.

Or have they become the same?

Because I am too free...

... I took time to do this test from this website.
http://www.med-ed.virginia.edu/specialties/Home.cfm

Do it only when you have absolutely nothing to do and happened to possess a high level of patience coz there are 130 questions thrown at you, some repetitive. AURGH X(

Then you come back and tell me whether it is accurate or not. :)

Just for fun

Came back from another outing that has left me with the same feeling all over again : Depressed with a capital D.

I always say this, "Never again. Never ever ever again will I do this again."

But nothing that peer pressure and some persuasion skills can't do. Never say never. I am easily swayed like that. Well, at least others had my share of fun right? Sigh.

Oh well, maybe some fun in photos can cheer me up.

Shall sleep off the remaining emo-weemo feelings. Good night. Or shall I say good morning to you all. It's 4:20 a.m. now. :)

There's so many things

to talk about! So much have happened this past week but I don't know where to start!!!


Okay, I do have something to say. It really irks me to see girls who do not look cute at all wanting to look cute!

Mind you, they aren't even average looking girls. I am talking about good looking, hot, pretty girls... the tall skinny model type. I do not understand why they do not want to flaunt their hotness but instead opt to act kawaii instead. It's like... I don't know, a leopard wanting very much to look like a bunny. Like Megan Fox wanting to look like.... *inserts your own cute-looking Caucasian actress here. I can't think of any.*

I have always wondered whether this is because of the "grass looks greener on the other side" syndrome? They are hot, but secretly, all they want is to act cute! This is just my opinion okay. You don't have to feel offended by what I write. *throws a hasty look* After all, who am I to say all these right?

But anyway, I am only talking about hot girls who can't carry off the cute factor. Of course, you have girls who can exude a myriad of looks: hotness, cuteness, prettiness, etc.etc.etc. Well, there's only one thing I have to say to these girls who fall below this category: Kudos to them for having perfect genes!

I normally do not like to blog about this kind of petty, bimbotic stuff. But the feeling of annoyance was so overwhelming that I really need to channel it out. It so happened that when I was about to blog, the feeling came and hit me like a sonic wave.


BLAH.


I have so many things to blog about. Halloween party, MJ movie, interview and about a certain loss that has left me feeling emo for quite some time. :( Hopefully I will find some time and inspiration to blog about all these before I get consumed by my ever-increasing work load!

Hope you all have a great week ahead! To Seeki Neko and Bull-y Fzven, may you have a blast in UK! Take more pictures! :D

So many things to say...

but I don't have the words to describe it.


How shall I put it?

I feel like... my life is spiralling out of control; with all the bits and pieces that I depend on to keep me safe from my insecurities are crashing down right now.


I know it's not that dramatic. Yet, I still feel that way.


As I grow up, I began to feel more and more unsure of myself. I don't know what I am supposed to do anymore.


....




Am I experiencing premature midlife crisis or what? O.o